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infected eyes
everything is ashen
Created on 2002-05-17 09:46:14 (#562313), last updated 2006-06-27
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Basic Info| Name: | Anticlimatic Piss Off |
|---|---|
| Birthdate: | 08-18 |
| Location: | Buffalo, New York, United States |
Bio----------------------
L. I. E. S. by the dozen
"Have you ever been in love? Horrible isn't it? It makes you so vulnerable. It opens your chest and it opens up your heart and it means that someone can get inside you and mess you up. You build up all these defenses, you build up a whole suit of armor, so that nothing can hurt you, then one stupid person, no different from any other stupid person, wanders into your stupid life...You give them a piece of you. They didn't ask for it. They did something dumb one day, like kiss you or smile at you, and then your life isn't your own anymore. Love takes hostages. It gets inside you. It eats you out and leaves you crying in the darkness, so simple a phrase like 'maybe we should be just friends' turns into a glass splinter working its way into your heart. It hurts. Not just in the imagination. Not just in the mind. It's a soul-hurt, a real gets-inside-you-and-rips-you-apart pain. I hate love." - Neil Gaiman
I wouldn't call it time well spent
Repeating to myself again
Find comfort in an endless stream of moments
I don't even care, about the way I feel today
Because it changes anyway
Something will make me cry or smile
Another picture on my pile
Now I'm standing close to you
It's just something that I do
When I need love to be enough
I wish love could be enough
'cause there is nothing more appealing
Than the thought that I could be enough
Do you find solace in the sun?
Do you consider life as one?
Do you believe there is a limit
To how fast a man can run?
Someone said you're born alive
Well I don't feel that alive
No I don't feel that alive
I don't feel that alive
Now I'm standing close to you
It's just something that I do
When I need love to be enough
I wish love could be enough
'cause there is nothing more appealing
Than the thought that I could be enough...enough
chasing shades of grey.
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american psycho, anger, anorexia, art, bliss, blunt, bondage, break the mould, bret easton ellis, broken, bulimia, childhood, choke me, chuck palahniuk, cocaine, corsets, culture, cutting, death, deja vu, depression, dominating men, eating disorders, education, fight club, garters, gothic, hitting bottom, holding gaze, horseback riding, humiliation, ignorance, industrial, it rough, ketamine, kissing, learn learn learn, lies, love, masochist, memory, morbid curiousity, nihilism, obsession, ocean, pain, palm trees, perfection, personality, philosophy, photography, piercings, plastic surgery, process of dying, psychology, rain, s&m, school girl uniforms, science, self destruction, self mutilation, sex, shrooms, skin and bones, sleeping naked, society, sore muscles, spiders, submission, suicide, sunsets, swollen members, tasteful nudity, tattoos, that girl needs therapy, the white light, ugliness, unrelenting, violence, water, wind, wind on my skin, writing
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